I must say I do like the new journal writing UI. It's actually an improvement this time.
Anyways, since last I wrote, life has been a roller coaster which I don't especially feel like summarizing. But I'm starting to pick myself up and pull out with God's help.
However, there are two major frustrations in my life which I feel like venting.
The first is that I still don't have a job, and haven't really been looking either. I'm very jaded towards the process, and admittedly, it's easier to waste my time browsing around tumblr and the internet, going to bed and waking up late, then it is to do something productive. And productivity can be extremely difficult. But thank God I finally know how to write a resume properly. That makes a big difference.
The second is that I'm horrible at completing anything. I have numerous book ideas, I'll take on projects, etc. But I haven't actually gotten much finished in the 23 1/2 years I've been alive. This is really starting to bug me. Except half the problem sometimes is just how painful creativity seems to be sometimes. Even after I climb over the mountain of laziness and apathy, I'll make it to the summit, reach to the stars for inspiration... and hit roadblock after roadblock with the vision I've got. It makes working creatively a demoralizing process at times.